Born
This Way
“You never can tell, Mrs. Henshall.” I dotted the blue fountain pen on my already tortured blotter of impatience.
She spoke of how wonderful it is that these selfless men parted with their natural gifts, a young child was the solution to the rambling house she had inherited from her recently departed mother and no, it would be just the two of them. As it was before life’s little outbursts struck once more. That’s how mother always saw it. Just those ungovernable beings that once in a while have to channel their anger with the imperfect beings below.
“It’s like a raffle. You don’t know what you’re quite going to get. Mother never got up from her bed for last year’s fair. Wasn’t like her at all.”
I felt the solemn uneasiness of telling another grieving daughter that she was blinded by her love for family’s sake. Most of them don’t have an ounce of nurture in them.
“What
if you can’t cope with the child? Have you accounted your lifestyle in this?”
Rejection always starts with compassion on its lips.
She
considered with the first instance of maturity I’ve seen so far today.“It’s not about coping, doctor. I loved my mother since my memory could function. She always cuddled me, but never protectively. What if my baby feels that way about me? Didn’t you listen to my first question?”
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